Am missing her

tell her that I remembered her in the beginning of the new year..
and tell her that her wounds are still aching..
yes I love her..
as much as I love the meaning of the words..
as much as I cried when she left..
tell her that am missing her..
like the dead misses the touch of the air..
and I handle it..
like the stones stand facing the waves slaps ..
and I need her..
like the heart needs the blood in its veins..
and my heart melted..
when she left like the iron melts in the flames..
she set me on fire and left me burning
I swear she was ruthless when she left me all alone..
her heart agreed to that murder and I wonder how..
I didnt hear except one line..
when i was trying to breathe..
the whole world closed on me..as I started to bleed..
I want her and I want and God does what he wants..
leaving was there all alone on that day.. what can i say..
how can i stop my destiny ..
tell her that i miss her.. and happy new year..
and tell her also that even my poems are still following her...