cry for me

Out somewhere near..
I stand
flying ghosts penetrate me..
I miss the sound of the thunder and the rain..
please holy sky ,. cry for me..
rain now on me..
make your drops wash me from this misery..
Purify me from this sin..
rebirth me again..
make my first word a scream..
make these scars on my hands disappear ..
and the first letter of her name on my chest fade away..
embed my parts together and bring them back to me..
becouse I lost myself one day..
as I rise up to the sky..
Sharp hooks started to pull me down..
what do you want from me.. I beg..
let me go I need to breathe..
my philosophy is insulting me ..
and my love is buring me..
under a flaming ashes..
there am alone..
staring at my face on stars reflections..
waiting for a merciful wind ..
to take me away..