no words remained in me..

here I am again..
waiting aside..
counting days..
and these days seems so long..
harsh days filled with lies ..
lieing to myself your coming back..
one day you'll let that love guide you back..
which love am I talking about?
a burning fairytale from hell..
about a person who couldnt understand..
couldnt understand and stand ..
a complicated romance from a wicked mind..
I taught you how to kiss ..
and sinfully you kissed another lips..
its more than i could cry out..
and I blame you..
for my empty stares..
for my invisible tears..
and for that blood stain on the floor..
I couldnt find you my love..
to slap your face and then cry on your shoulder..
to tell you about these demons of despair ..
bring back my only one..
bring back my love..
coz nothing left to say more..
I said it all..
and no words remained in me..