two years..

Like a crazy woman staring to her secrets...
I went back to the first day I said it...
Two years ago...
And for two years I loved you...
These were enough to fill my life...
How can a name... not even a real name... can break your heart...
She is always... always in my mind...
Like winter's changes...
Life is going to change my baby's heart...
Being harsh won't last...
With no hope of reaching you I write...
Like I always do... Like I've always done...
They say if you look down with doubts... you will fall...
And here I am, looking down... filled with doubts...
And I will fall... am sure...
Yes I hated you before...
But I forgot...
Forgot how to hate you again...
Ones you lose something...
You won't get it back...
It's like...
You lose them in a forgotten world...
But there is too much blood...
The wounds won't heal...
The days won't heal...
The words won't return...
Too many words...
Too much drama...
But after all...
It's just too much love...
And someone has to pay...
That someone is me...
How can I reconnect...?
The pieces I've lost...
The scenes I forgot...
Or the million parts of my soul you've shattered...
You said I will be fine...
When... may I ask?
When will it be fine...?
When will I be fine...?
I screamed I won't...
Not without you...
Not with anyone else...
I will keep my love in silence...
You knew my love for two years...
And for the rest you won't...
I'll keep it burning under the ashes...
As I close my last book...
I won't be back to your life...
I won't follow your traces...
And I won't send one more good morning... or one last good night...
Sagapo poli my love...
These two words will keep revolving around me...
I started it with "I love you"
Taught you " a7bch"
And ill end it your way...
"Sagapo... poli "